Wednesday, January 20, 2010

anesthetize.

The past two days have made me realize how trivial and insignificant the things in my life are when compared to the loss one of my best friends is going through at this very moment. My mind can't wrap around this pain and quite frankly, I don't want it to. You and I take the people who love and care for us for granted every single day.

I only wish we weren't so distracted and self-involved to see this.

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

Glass Figurine


You've got me sitting on your mantle like a little glass figurine
Why must you be so mean?
No, I'm not your little toy,
your rosy-cheeked joy,
though the thought of you makes me sanguine
I'll do anything you want,
but I won't be your glass figurine.

Monday, January 4, 2010


My heart feels so heavy right now.




Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Je veux ton amour

I need to learn to to be more blunt....I tend to beat around the bush and just sort of pathetically hope that people will get the message. However, I'm realizing that giving someone the benefit of the doubt isn't always a good thing because people can be quite oblivious, resulting in much uncommunicated frustration on my end.

I need to get some new hobbies. Every year I make a list of things I want to do over the break and in the new year, but let's be realistic, none of them ever get done. So instead of making a list with all these bagillion awesome things and saying "look how productive I'm going to be!"....I'm just going to focus on one or two and actually do them.

I have an unhealthy obsession with Lady GaGa. This is only very recent, but it's still prevalent in my life nonetheless because I find myself incorporating her lyrics into normal conversation. It's a problem. But she's so bizarre and her songs are so damn catchy. I'm convinced she's a cyborg. A leotard wearing, Euro-pop song producing, sexually confused cyborg.

Monday, December 14, 2009

Frustration.

You're gonna lose me if you don't choose me.


Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Take it easy, love nothing

Now I do as I please and lie through my teeth
Someone might get hurt, but it won't be me
I should probably feel cheap but I just feel free...
and a little bit empty
No, it isn't so hard to get close to me
There will be no arguments
We will always agree
And I'll try and be kind when I ask you to leave
We'll both take it easy
But if you stay too long inside my memory,
I will trap you in a song tied to a melody
and I will keep you there so you can't bother me.


Sunday, November 8, 2009

PostSecret 11/8



"I've learned that people are more than their mistakes."